Crush part 2

So basically my crush has no idea I like him and  that's sad , ouch, I have no idea how long I'm gonna keep it bottled up , but until then , I have my friends here and all of them are gonna prepare me for the day , I hope he does like me too I mean it's easier that way ...😭😭😭😭so yesterday something magical happened and he liked my pic on insta , I'm so happy and I guess I should wait longer heh:) 

Justin bieber ❤️💕

Hey guys, it would mean a lot to follow me! Thanks and guys today's topic would be something to do with teens , our celebrity crushes 🤓🤓🤓as for me I have many !! I'm gonna list them down 

1 Justin bieber

2 Shawn mendes

3 Luke hermings from 5 sos ( seconds of summer)

4 1 Direction

5 . Selena Gomez 

6. Kendall Jenner

7 Johnny Orlando

8 . Brooklyn beckham 

9.cameron Dallas

10 James Maslow

11 Kendall Schmidt

12.cody Simpson 

( not in order) but personally imma go with Justin, I encourage everyone to have an idol because their music speaks to you, they motivate you, for me one of Justin's best songs are

-what do you mean

-sorry

-I'll show you

-the feelings

-where are you now

-been you

-all in it

-one time

-one less lonely girl

-favorite girl

-up 

-that should be me

Basically the whole purpose album 👌🏻

So thanks Justin , you're music speaks to me , I understand your life and thanks for being inspiring , guys mind if you follow me , he's so cute when he's Hugging someone 

Happiness

Tonight is an amazing night filled with emotions and I don't know I broke down and advised my cousin and when she found happiness, I found too but I didn't a guy , maybe I will never , maybe I will but till then i will always have my friends around me , my super rocking goddamn cousins , what id do without them, I realized it tonight guys , that happiness is there all along, we are just so caught up in chasing the things we want but we forget the things we need . We need love , friendship and people that will always put a smile to our faces at any moment of our lives, people that will do anything just to see us smile? Isn't that sweet , we sometimes don't need a guy to be happy, we need our girls, best friends our cousins , that is already a happy ending to me, they will never fail me, they will be there , telling me and advising me to the next steps, they always know what's right and they never stop trusting our abilities, they are all here for me , i am too for them , this may not be the ending I dream of but at the moment, it's what all the other girls are dreaming of and I'm glad to say I found happiness tonight along with all the people who are there for me:) xoxo

Crush 2.0

Ok hey guys I'm basically in love and I don't know what am I doing and yes with a total different person I know I'm not gonna get and I'll be seeing him till the very end I guess and I'm not sure of my mixed feelings .. Sometimes it's high sometimes it's not and I guess feelings come and go but I somehow can't get him of my mind and I'm here like I'm not even gonna try for him , I know I can't get him and it's okay but it would a dream come true because rn I really need some sort of miracle 😬my parents advice me to tell him but somehow they don't get my feelings , I'm not scared to tell him but I am scared of the consequences and I don't want to face it alone .. And I know he won't say yes 🤔 I don't wanna embarrass myself because I know this is AKWARD really it is and I'm not sure he would expect this shit from me , and sometimes I guess it's best left unspoken huh? But ayee my friend dreamt about id hanging on a beach , sharing a drink ., we were dating 😍that's what I am dealing with right now, confusion and I'm not sure , mixed feelings I guess , all i know iz I'm never having him so why try ? 👈🏽

This is the life of an average teen girl

 

So basically hey guys, this is basically my life at the moment but tonite things will change , I'm gonna adapt myself to reading books since I stare at my phone screen 24/7 I might legit go blind if you get what I mean and me taking selfies 24/7 is like me obsessing over myself and I guess it's not good to stare at yourself too long , you start seeing your flaws and you'll be like ' look at Selena Gomez or Kendall Jenner , they are so flawless' true tho , peeps who are reading my block look them up , gorgeous people and yeah this is an average life of a teenager , so parents who are reading this ! Please buy your kids anything they want ! Because YOLO !!!!!! And guys and girls have fun be happy and screw grades up would you because you only live once guys so cherish it 💕💯😂

Distraction 2k15

So basically I had a kinda major exam and it was pt3 and I don't think i did well because I was distracted and it was a hella ride this year . So basically I go to tuition , I'm not that smart and so I met a guy, and we always exchange stares in class and I fell hard for him and stuff ,but somehow it's a forbidden love kind of thing and I guess we are different in race and it is always a boundary am I right? It's okay to be different , different is good and I fell for everything of him and goddamn he was perfect , there wouldn't be a day when we didn't play in class , i didn't focus and he didn't too ... Don't think it's called love but maybe a friendship I guess and we often lock gazes and he would tease me if im scared of cockroaches and stuff 💕and so that was my distraction and my perfect kind of distraction and I guess it's cool if I didn't do well right? There's always another chance and besides grades don't save us our souls do and one day when we leave this earth , none of that matters ( grades or how rich we are or how many cars we own) we can't bring it along and I guess earth is temperory and everything in it to 🙏🏼nothing last forever .. Till next time guys 

Sleepover part 2

The night was wild 

I got wild

She got wild

He got wild 

( waiting for you to get the point) 

I'm not gonna be precised but I'll sure tell you roughly what happen

So basically my cousin was texting her guy friend and I was there alone without data services or wifi so yeah :( no wifi no life ❌ and that guy happens to have a crush on her ( a major one) so we decided to somehow turn him on .. We have hormones and don't judge and so I told my cousin what to say and it got him good :) and we were shocked at all the things he said to my cousin after that and  I was surprised I was actually good in that and it was interesting for him to loose it like that ( Hahha we just having some fun) and it was fun but In the morning he came to his senses and oh well regretted what he said , so maybe it's just a one night thing but we plan to have a sleepover in December and that's gonna be another hit for another day